December 2009
19 posts
Out with the Old, In with the New.
As the New Year begins,my thoughts turn toward the past year — evaluating and re-evaluating. Alot has changed since the beginning of 2009. It is incredible to reflect on how much i have gained and lost through out this year and how fast it has gone by. This year has not been probably the best year i have ever lived but it is one year i think i would never forget. It is a year of many lessons...
RANDOM THOUGHTS .
nikkaaye18:
kristykreeme:
nikkaaye18:
kristykreeme:
nikkaaye18:
Dear Tumblr ,
Nights suck . They feel so long , &pointless . I hardly get sleep anymore &it kills my days . People constantly tell me that i’m growing up too fast &that I needaslow things down a notch . What else do I need to do ? I don’t wanna come off like i’m desperate , patience . But I can’t wait any...
YCSABA.
Dear You,
Its been awhile and it seems like whenever you come around my heart just stops and i get this warm feeling inside, then it immediately melts away into tears knowing that all of this is something to bring my hopes up, then in the end of it all i get crushed and the cycle starts all over again. But then again, i know how to pick myself up and because i remember all the...
This should have been done.
You agreed to see this person again before you knew what you know now. Perhaps this situation needs to be examined more closely. Your loyalty might be misplaced in this case. Tough choices are necessary.
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that’s why i hate doing this to myself, i end up in the same damn position in the end. Giving in to all your crap.
There's a chance.
So getting a text from you that one day was sooo unexpected. Never did i actually expect an update from you since you last left and it was surprising yet somewhat exciting. I remember when looking at the number and wondering who it was, all i said to myself was really could this be you, and why you texting me? haha It made me smile and actually feel that maybe you didn’t forget about me....
Im having that grip, but its contantly slipping between my fingers.
Sleeep.
Didn’t get as much sleep lastnight then i should have, so im ready to hit the sheets and call it a night. First day of finals is tomorrow, and im praying that all i need to know will be there for tomorrow. Studied& im confident that i’ll do fine. Just gotta stay on top and once this week is over, comes break:) YEEE
CAKEE!
Today was really fun. I never really expected to get dressed up on a Monday. Usually its my scrubb day but from the compliments today, i looked “cute:)” haha Chemistry class always makes my day and today as usual it was fun. Didnt do shit, finished my work and rest of the time just chilled adn joked around with Mr. Diaz. haha Then went off to Winterball meeting @ baby Bella’s...
Move Forward.
timirose:
People will love you and people will hate you. They will pretend to understand you and pretend to give a damn. Sometimes, it will be genuine and sometimes it won’t. People will hurt you and knock you down. People are like that. But the sun still rises and the world still turns. The only thing that you can do is make the most out of the time that you have, instead of wasting it on other...
Move Forward.
People will love you and people will hate you. They will pretend to understand you and pretend to give a damn. Sometimes, it will be genuine and sometimes it won’t. People will hurt you and knock you down. People are like that. But the sun still rises and the world still turns. The only thing that you can do is make the most out of the time that you have, instead of wasting it on other people’s...
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So today turned out to be sooo much better then I expected :) I haven’t blogged in hella days and after today and eveyrthiing that happened, it surprisingly made me want to blog. Anyways so today was the morning performance for Choir and the Bands and it turned out so great. In the words of Marc-“I KILLED my solo”Killed in the terms of being the BOMBDIGITY.haha My solo was sung...
Choir Concert
Kimball Highschool’s first Choir concert tomorrow @ KHS. Come and support @ 7:00. 2 dollar admission i know its gay. haha but anyways I got a solo ;) For any more details get at me. Goodnight
“God gives you answers in three ways: He says yes and gives you what you want, He...”
– (via timirose)
Cus im so tired.
Blah, ima just trust in the lord with all my heart and pray every night for all the trials i am facing. From school, people and myself, im not gonna let this tear me down, becuase there’s so many things and other people that are keeping me going.& picking me up each time i fall and trip. It seems like theres sooo many problems gathering up and so little time left of this year. So why not...
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-It surprises me how strong you have become, to deal with your problems like that, involving God is good. Your willingness to help others before yourself makes you such a great person, and someone i truelly can admire. By now you should know who i am talking about.But yeaa, you have really changed and its something to be proud about.
-How can it be so ironic, after all that worrying, it becomes...
Legit.
Trust no player, fear no bitch, be no pussy, suck no dick. People play games & are full of shit. Play the role & be the baddest bitch.