January 2010
16 posts
last drop.
I dont know what to feeel, how to react, or what to do. Im scared, confused, tired, lazy, happy..just filled with mixed emotions. There is nothing to talk about to say or to do to make everything all right. Okay i have my prayers, but i feel i need more help. I need not only my own prayers, but i guess i need the help from others. This past week has been not the greatest, as much as i want it to...
Blessed.
God has really put me to the test of how strong my faith really is. Like, as things seem to always get so easy, he nudges me into something tougher then usual and each time, it leads me to him. I find myself, praying every single second, minute & hour of the day, and now I am stronger then ever. I don’t fall as easily, I know my wrongs from my rights, and i finally realize...
To All:
“Just laugh your way through it… ”
Goodnight.
Today had taken toll in success, good&bad. School was a usual drag, but had a few classes here and there to make it worthwhile. English was prettty fun, made fun of Mrs. Sprecksel as she did the same to us, hella rudee! Mrs.S:”FINE REPORT ME”. Haha sorry no one wants to go to thedance :) ha Then went to API practice. Although i spent most of my time with Babybellaa and her...
With how everything has been going, im suprised on how im pulling through this week. Yes there have been twists and bumps on the road but to its nothing major, just small minor things i need to push to the side cus its not worth my time worrying about it. Honestly, keeping life the way you want it to be is your responsibility& under your controll. There will be days when your just...
Dear You,
Ima do you a favor & keep the bs on the DL, as much as it bothers me.
Step Forward.
timirose:
Embrace what you have & don’t look back. Sometimes I think it’s so much easier to just drift away. Just lay low for awhile. & eventually, people will forget. It’s so much easier to just let things go than to constantly make an effort in things that are apparently not meant to work out. This goes for almost everything — friendships, relationships, you name it. It’s just so much...
Dear You,
I really do love how when we aren’t together it makes it more worth talking as friends once we get to together and have talks that can go on for days. There is just so many things to tell you and update you with and im glad i was able to get that chance with you. To be honest there are days where i still think of what happened between us a longgg time ago and i constantly find myself...
Just cus she said. wow LAMO!
Love's Battlefield.
timirose:
Love… its going to be the most wonderful, painful, lost time of your life. You’ll do things you never expected to do. You’ll feel things you never felt. Your mind will be lost in a million directions. You’ll have ups and downs, days where you’ll wanna throw your phone through a wall, & days where you’ll float almost to heaven. It’s going to turn you mad, turn you into a monster,...
Still.
I love how this year is rolling. A new start with everyone & as of now, im really blessed to have the people i have in my life. I feel like we are all starting on the same page and closer then ever:) let us keep it that way. Sooo, im really glad i had that talk with you for once. It was somewhat shocking yet surprising. Definitely i do miss you and it was hard to say but thanks, i needed that....
